For years I have been burnt out as living as a social outcast who makes mistakes that many accuse of being intentional, while ignoring the actual horrific stuff I did behind the scenes. For years I have been used and abused to the point I cannot fathom being a presence of humanity much longer. I have given so many second chances and yet somebody has to ruin it. I wish I was happy for real, I am never truly complete. Despite my faults the people in my life deserves blame for contributing to my mental downfall and for ignoring my red flags. It’s a shame I dint considering you a friend, because the fault belongs to you. Never doubt me or act like the hero ever again, you’re living in my cold, cruel world where nobody wins, unless if you’re determined to be the hero.

I also blame the people on Google+ and Animo for shaping me as a heartless hungry dog who bites the ass off a hound.

I want to be better, but I am forever surrounded by people who doubt me, this is your fault.

Im sure I’ll be better soon :^)