Disclaimer: This is a note I made last week. Im not taking any criticism unless if it costs my life.

It was this year, spring time. I was being verbally harassed by my ex friends online. I was told my triggers can be easily thrown under the bus and that I was a pussy. I remember dragging one of my other ex friends involved so they could stop the bullshit. He was confused, but I threatened to wish harm upon him if he doesn’t stop. And so, he told my ex friends to stop harassing me, and they did just that, but I wasn’t satisfied. I expected them to take the situation seriously so the chances of this ever happening again would never occur. I added him on a voice call and yelled and screamed at him. I threatened to beat him and his family like if they’re a pregnant woman and he told me to quit it. I did not listen, that’s what he gets for doing a bad job. When I got canceled online he denied this event ever happening, he sacrificed his victimhood to the other people I hurt whenever it was intentional or not. I hope something bad does happen to him irl, he is a runt, a small animal who is capable of being used, and a piece of cardboard.

I am allowed to wish harm to people who want nothing from me anymore, that’s what they get for abandoning me. Sore losers get what they want. I won’t stop until I get a restraining order from him. Try me.

Noelle this is your chance to fucking stop me or else nobody under this house will be happy at Christmas Day. This is a threat, I’m not done with you.