So I was talking to a mutual on Tumblr about an incident I was apart of when I was 12 and so I decided to make a list out of the horrendous things I’ve done or experienced, I’m also only counting the events when I was a minor because I think I’ve mentioned the adult atrocities on my YT channel quite enough. It’s time to get obscure! ^^3
1: When I spat mouthwash on my sibling’s face as a joke. Mom didn’t take it too lightly (Circa summer of 2011).
2: When I stabbed a classmate with a pencil. I don’t know why I did that, but I remember it had to do with my teacher yelling at me for my bad behavior (Circa fall of 2015 I think)
3: When I wrote down mean words on someone’s project and everyone who was a rebel or a guy followed along. I didn’t confess it to my childhood friends until this year 😭 (Circa spring of 2015)
4: When I pulled a Todoroki’s parent on my mom because I got banned from a Discord server for ban envasion (I previously got banned for admitting I harmed my mom) (I also got sent to the childrens mental hospital because of it) (Circa fall of 2021)
5: When I massspamed gore and horrific content to my ex friends dms. I don’t remember why I did it, probably I got mad at them because they had a better life than I had (Circa spring of 2022).
6: When I sent them gore and kink stuff to my ex friends and their friends because I invaded their privacy and I didn’t handle it too well (Got my first callout doc in return yay) (circa spring of 2022)
7: When I broke the creator of The Mandela Catalogue’s boundaries by searching up kink and proship art of his OCs (I AM NOT A PROSHIPPER ANYMORE) (circa spring of 2022).
8: When I brought a knife and lighter to a field trip and chased two kids with a knife (This was the incident I was talking about) (Circa spring of 2017).
9: When I was exposed to explicit content of people from various ages at middle school (I WANTED MY DAMN DANK MEMES) (IM SURPRISED I WASNT CAUGHT FOR DOING THAT) (Circa late winter of 2018).
10: When I got into controversy on G+ for wanting people to draw my Portal x Warrior Cats OCs (I will never fully recover from it) (If you thought the art side of TikTok was ruthless, then take a damn look at G+!) (People called me an nation seeking bitch) (Mind you I was 14 at that point) (My ex irl friend victim blamed me about it when I tried to recollect everything that had happened then (circa late winter of 2019).
11: When I got bullied by a big meme account on Discord (Nobody to this day still believes me) (circa fall of 2019).
12: When I attacked my sibling because I thought they hacked my roblox account cuz I had robux and they didn’t (It turns out they were innocent) (Circa 2017 idk).
13: When I stabbed my mom and she had to take me to Hot Topic just so she could not let me continue hurting her (Circa summer of 2021).
14: When I got banned from a Danganronpa server because I made my character commit suicide and I mocked the death of someone’s uncle (My experience with the DR is chill until I bring this up) (Circa winter of 2020).
15: When I got banned from a Discord server for venting about my relationship issues (HOW DOES THAY EVEN HAPPEN) (Circa spring of 2020).
16: When I accidentally misused a trans label and people mistook me for being transphobic (Circa summer of 2020).
17: When I thought being Pansexual was a sin for an entire summer (Circa summer of 2020 OF COURSE).
18: When I beat the living shit out of a girl at a psych ward because she didn’t like my company (Circa summer of 2021).
19: When I got banned from the official Mandela Catalogue server because they found out I send gore and kink shit to my ex friends (Circa summer of 2022).
20: When my dad repeatedly slapped and smacked me with my visibly upset sibling watching me (Circa summer of 2017).
21: When I tossed my Bolt figure in at my siblings nose and my dad smacks me with a belt (Circa summer of 2013) (Dude that happened way before my birthday too wtf).
22: When I was venting about my dad and people thought I was holding myself accountable for my actions because they thought my existence enabled my dad’s abusive behavior (IDIOTS) (Circa fall of 2019).
23: When I told the internet about my suicide attempt and someone made it about their friend’s suicide instead (circa spring of 2022).
24: When I got canceled online because I listed someone for preying for my downfall and a lot of people liked that person and so I got logged out of Twitter for a few days and everyone cheered for my downfall (Circa spring of 2022) (They don’t know about the gore and kink incident, but if they did I would have been mega dead).
25: When I tossed a toy snake over a computer and my teacher physically attacked me (Circa 2012 idk what season).
26: When I accused a classmate for stalking me irl and I told everyone on Discord about it (They fell for it) (Because I was bullied and abused a lot I became drawn to the idea of being the victim) (Circa early spring of 2023).
27: When I would sneak inside my sibling’s room so I could steal their belongings and read their diaries (shhhh) (Circa 2022-23).