I’m delusional like a dog. I wait for someone who will never come back, I ponder and theorize what will happen of that person. I beg to god to undo my mistakes so I could return to my lavish life of being loved and cherished. I hope and think about what would happen if they had given me a second chance, I just wished. I wish I wasn’t such a bitch to my previous allies so k wouldn’t end up where I am today. I’ve been deluded from the truth that *she* will never come back to my life, I almost had a chance meeting *her* in person. She hates my guts but I’m hopeful it will change. All of the people who I thought were loyal just weren’t enough to substation my obsession with *her*. I’m a dog, I’m a good boy, nothing can change my mind unless I’m treated with a better option, a replacement of *her* I suspect.