This week was an absolute shitshow. First I had a mental breakdown when the cyclone hit my state, then my favorite caretaker is retiring, then two of my friends from high school parted ways with me, and now a doctor told me I was unhealthy even though my roommate and family are extremely overweight and was told they doing okay!! This isn’t fucking fair! I can’t get better if I have to continue dealing with these misfortunes, my depression is worsened thanks to god who’s pulling my luck strings. I might as well eat my flesh away if something good happens to me soon. People online are hoping I’d become a better person BUT NAHHH god said “No sorry sweetheart it’s your destiny to get kicked in the face and get your ass grabbed my me. You derived to be s/a’d and canceled online because your rabbits foot was stolen from you as a newborn. You’re a waste of space for crying out loud!”.

I just need. one good thing to happen to me. Just a glimpse of hope pretty please….