For months I was surrounded by people giving me mixed messages. When I talk about my past controversies, they tell me to shut the fuck up and move on. When I don’t talk about my past controversies, they tell me to never forget and make me discuss about what I did wrong at a public stance. When I talk about people who hurt me, they tell me I did worse than them (Unironically tasteless when you downplay someone’s trauma because I happen to not be a mess. Oswald I’m looking directly at you). But when I talk about me being in the wrong, they remind me about the people who harmed me?? Erm, I don’t think people like you are qualified to interact with my content if you keep acting like this. I am a mature adult (sort of) and I chose what to say on the internet. I can talk about how bad I was as a person, AND discuss about the people that altered my brain chemistry. I can talk about what is best for the mood without an earwig telling me what else to do other than venting to an audience of 2. It’s my life, my profile, and my choice. Unless if it’s gonna risk my life or my future career as a gardener, nothing will ever get in my way. I am my own person, and you need to shut the fuck up :) good day!