1: Me yelling at the clouds cuz my schizophrenic ass thinks something terrible would happen when I vent about myself.

2: Finding out people want to use me for good (mass like spam for attention, only liking me for my art style and not for my personal life).

3: Having mental breakdowns because I don’t want my family to find my NG (They need to remain quiet because I’ve been forced to remain silent for so long. I’m sick and tired of being pushed around when im not in the wrong).

4: Fantasying about an almost irl friend and losing my shit over her (im obsessed with her).

5: Still holding a grudge against my bullies cuz they got away with it. If my family can hold a grudge against me for a good reason, then I can do that too but with my school and online bullies.

I sure do hope you’re fed up with my vent posts, because this is what happens when you don’t listen to me. Mom, dad, and everyone else in my life, this is practically your fault. I hate you because you never cared for me. You send me gifts just to “undo” the damages. Shame on you all.