There’s something about my family that just doesn’t sit with me.

They call me the favorite child, yet they prioritize my sibling’s safety. They told me shut up whenever I’d tell them about the bullied at school mocking my social skills. They only tell me I’m the favorite because I ask too much. I ask them to buy me stuff to decorate my room and nothing else. The lack of love and support made me want to support myself on my own, it’s their fault for thinking I made up my own bully story.

I remember my grandmother called me a greedy bitch because I wanted a stuffed animal for my birthday, and then she got out of her way to demonize me whenever I’d made a minor mistake. It’s gotten to the point people from my dad’s side get triggered when I mention about the mistakes I’ve made.

Family, if you find this, shut the fuck up and listen to me. Your batshit attitude made me the way I am today. Hold yourself accountable. The stuff I did to my mom and sibling ate irrelevant, it’s time you, especially you dad, apologize and listen to me for once. You people are a waste of time and I have every right to ignore you. I’m angry because I never got vindicated. Apologize to me, and never step afoot to my life again. You people are allergic of me being in a victim cuz oh nooo I yelled at my sibling and you guys mocked me for my awkward socials skills and my traumatic school life. They’re both bad and one of them was never recognized. Shame on all of you, seriously.

note: I’d rather not let anyone bring my wrongdoings to this conversation, leave it to my ex friends while I kick my dad in the ass.