My thorax got rammed by my tablet sorry I’m in pain rn.

I’m looking at my vent series, and I wonder if they’re consequential by any chance. I depicted myself harming characters that are based off from real people and I usually push a narrative hoping that I would undo all of my mistakes. I am a sad and miserable animal looking for love just so I could take advantage of them, or that’s what one part of me thinks. Maybe I’ll just continue making the series under the idea that they’re a way for me to reflect on myself. I don’t care if anyone else watched them, all I can say is that I hope they get to learn anything from me (as if they’re willing to learn from someone who harmed and killed a child). I also hope they reach out to people I used to know cuz uhhh I have nobody to talk to. The remaining people in my life are busy busy BUSY!!

yes please understand me I’m doing my best. All of the actions I make are unintentional but when I’m doing something bad it’s always swept under the rug. Do better.